Welcome back home my friends

I've been so damn busy recently. Lots of quizzes to do. Lots of tasks to do. Lots of wash laundry to do as well. Hihi :P

It was a really exhausted week for me since in the past two nights I had a sore throat and my chest was ailing 'til it is a difficulty for me to breath. Haiyoo,Mr.Hamilin's daughter always mumbling. Hihi.



Btw,I'd like to express out my discontentment's feeling about our cafe's cleanliness. Last night,I bought a nasi paprik from I**** Cafe. (Kawan-kawan TESL,tekalah cafe apa? Da ada clue aku bagi tu.Hehe),and there is a beetle bee inside my paprik. Haiyoooooooooooooooooo,fortunately eventhou the beetle is so tiny but still can be detected with pair of my super rabun eyes. Haha.


Rasa macam mau p marah ja pemasak tu,tak pun buat report tapi ntah kenapalah saya ni sangat bermalas-malasan. *mengeluh* Ni bukan first time,sebelum ni pun memang da dengar dari kawan-kawan yang cafe itu,cafe ini kotor. Sumpah,lepas ni nda mau lagi membeli di cafe tu. Saya maw jadi pelanggan tetap cafe Pok Din Katok la lepas ni. Haha. Pliss la mak cik dan juga para staf yang kerja di cafe,utamakan kebersihan okay. We pay quite costly and a kumbang is a 'prize' that we got?? What the hell.



While all my friends is feeling so excited of going back to their own home,I am feeling so excited of going back to my relative's home.

While all my friends is feeling so-cannot-wait bcoz soon they'll meet their parents and siblings,I am feeling so-cannot-wait also to meet my beloved ones. Muhammad Shahrullah.

While all my friend is feeling so happy bcoz soon they'll have a chance again to taste a meals cook by their mother,I am feeling so happy also bcoz I can eat my mom's cook as well. Ya yah,in my dream. Haha :D


I'd like to publish some pictures today. Its a special request from our representative's class,Syafiq.
"Aweyn,ambil gambar aku. Letak di belogg kau," Haha,okay. As you wish Syafiq.

Aliff Saiful & Syafiq. Ada juga tangan gobuk tu mau interframe ;DD
Maw sangat masuk dlm belog ya gobuk? Nahhh,ni untuk kau.

Ini Danny. Boleh panggil Mojojo Power Puff Girls. Boleh panggil dia Banana. Dia selalu meminta makanan saya. Asam-asam yang dia tengah pegang tu pun,saya punya. Bila saya kata "Takpala Danny,mak aku bagi duit beli asam-asam tu memang untuk kongsi dengan kau pun",beliau pasti menghulurkan RM1 sambil membuat muka terasa hati. Haha. Apa kau ingat saya kedekut sangat ka Danne?


Hee. Happy moment with them.
Selamat bercuti kawan-kawan :)
Cuti-cuti juga,tapi assignment tak 'cutiiii' :D

Rumah

One of my fav.song sung by Micheal Buble. I listened to this song when ever I feel like I wanna go home. But too bad,his enchanting and velvety's voice couldnt gives calmness to my heart at this moment. Bcoz I really miss home.

Another summer day
Is come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm


Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know


And I’ve been keeping all the letters that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
“I’m fine baby, how are you?”
Well I would send them but I know that it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that


Another aerorplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home


Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home


And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believe in me


Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know


Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all right
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

Boneka

• Our mid-sem break will be started on Friday next week and proudly announced that I'll skip Miss Alia's class on Thursday coz at that night,I'll fly to Kuala Lumpur. And I hated to answer my friend's question over and over again ;

"Aweyn,mu dok balek Sabah?" [Terengganu]
"Hang dak balek Sabah? Awat?" [Kedah]
Ahh,kawan dari pelbagai negeri maka pelbagai jenis dialek jugalah yang aku dengar setiap hari.
Sadly announced that I'm not going back to my hometown my dear friends [TESLians] and enough. No more question after this please unless you'd love to see a gloominess in my face.
Cukuplah kalian tahu that,all I want for this coming CNY is HOME SWEET HOME.

• We were given a task to creates a poem by ourselves and proudly announced that I've done it myself. Cant believe that I'm the author of 'How I wish I could turn back time'. Yes,that's the tittle. It was my first time ever for being a writer and I wrote it based on my life experiences. Experience could be my inspiration and it is the 'best teacher' ever. And I fall for one of my friend's poem,it sound something like this "Hati seseorang yang bernama wanita umpama kertas putih. Bila hati dia disakiti dengan teruk sekali maka koyaklah kertas tu. Ia mungkin boleh dicantum dengan pelbagai cara,tapi kesan koyak tu tetap ada.Begitu jugalah hati wanita yang disakiti," No offense,I agree with her 101%.

• The more I grew up to be a 19 years old girl on July,the more I realized and learned the fact that LIFE IS ALL ABOUT SACRIFICE. Pengorbanan dan pengorbanan. Cuma yang membezakan ialah sama ada pengorbanan yang dibuat itu berbaloi atau tidak diakhirnya nanti. Allahualam.Bila kita terlampau baik dan menjaga hati orang lain pun pun susah,orang mudah ambil kesempatan dan menyakitkan hati kita. Bila kita jahat dan tidak menjaga hati orang lain pun susah,orang akan mengeji kita. Jadi sebenarnya apa yang terbaik?
  

Tell me if you got the answer

Reminiscing a conversation between a mother and her daughter

Mama : Begitulah bha kalo belajar anak. Mula-mula memang kena bersusah payah. Hasilnya nanti,insyaAllah kau akan senang. Tiada benda mudah dalam dunia ini.

Anak *dalam hati* : Ada 3 benda mudah. Makan,tidur dan REHAT.

Kenapa kos TESL sangat susah?
Saya ulangi,SANGAT SUSAH.
Susah bagi mereka yang sedar akan kemampuan diri sendiri.
*tarik nafas dalam-dalam*

Ada siapa-siapa boleh bagi saya lolipop macam ni?
Tapi xmo bentuk lain,mau bentuk hati juga. *demand*
Mungkin dgn memakan lolipop boleh mengusir segala perasaan tidak enak yang ada dalam hati saya.

Saya terlupa sehinggalah saya jumpa 'benda' ini semula

Last week on thursday,after Miss Alia's class I went to Tok Jembal's beach with my bestfriend Mira. We're having our lunch there. Suprisingly,I became a pombonceng when Mira rides a scooter. Its a big 'mistake' of mine for doubting her skills sebab rasanya pengarah filem akan menawarkan Mira berlakon cerita yang berunsurkan rempit 10 tahun dari sekarang. Hihi.

Okay,I may straight to my point. I saw this ;


COOL CYLCE


Keep your sight to the circled ones. Haha. Seriously,my memory of this thing were totally gone and erased until I saw this 'creation' again. How come that kind of business ; selling ice cream with motorcyle are still exists nowadays? Heh. By that time,I restored my childhood memory again.


Cool cycle tu la yang selalu mengelilingi sekitar rumah saya dengan bunyi-bunyian. Bila dengar saja bunyi cool cycle,I quickly ran outside of my home with my brother. Pastu bila si abang menahan mamat yang menjual aiskrim tu,saya pula berlari masuk rumah semula. Minta mama duit. Kadang-kadang kalo mama mood baik,dia bagi duit. Kadang-kadang tak. Masa tulah saya akan 'memberontak' dan merengek-rengek dengan mama sambil menghentak-hentakkan kaki di lantai (Eiuww,rasa geram dan mau tampar pula dengan diri sendiri bila teringat kejadian tu. Heh)


Akhirnya,saya dan si abang dapat juga menikmati ais krim tu. Yea,for sure after dipulas telinga dengan mama :') :')


Masa beli ais krim tu bukannya fikir tentang kebersihan dan halal semua tu. Heyy,we've through our childhood. Do we all care about that?

And I'm pretty sure,childrens and youngsters nowadays wont value such thing. They prefer ice cream mahal dan berjenama. Kan? Kan? Welkkk~ Tipuuuuu laa kalo kau menafikannya.


Kalau motorsikal jual aiskrim camni,nampak menyelerakan dan 'canggih' sikit. Hehe.

Dont you miss me?

There is one pain that I often feel,which you will never know ; It caused by the absence of you at my side.
I miss you. Miss you teribbly. And its hurt :'(

Tikam dari belakang itu menyakitkan

I knew and realised that I was at other people's place.
This place isnt belong to me.
This place isnt my country.
I dont have any family members here.
I dont have any close friends here.
Peninsula isnt my place,not at all.

My mom always advised me "Respect others. Kau tu ditempat orang,bukan Sabah," but mom,how can I respect them when they dont even show me a little of their respect towards me?


Lesson for today that I learned is,mana-mana tempat kau pergi pun tetap ada BACKSTABBER.
Apa yang penting,we learn how to deal with those kind of naturally selfish & spoiled people. Backstabber should really deserve an award of Drama Queen coz ohhhh for GOD sake,they're really good in pretending to be naive :) *senyuman sinis*



In my life,I only trust my family and my besties as shown in the picture below also my baby boy.


this is the only pic that I had left after my pendrive is completely being infected by the virus-virus durjana (-_-")

When girls cry

If a girl cries in front of u,
It means that she couldnt take it anymore.

If u take her hand,
she would stay with u for the rest of ur life.

If u let her go, she couldnt go back to
being herself anymore.

A gurl won’t cry easily,
except in front of the person whom she
loves the most,
she becomes weak.

A gurl wont cry easily,
only when she love u the most,
she put down her ego.

Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please hold her hands firmly,
coz she’s the one who is willing to stay
with u 4 for the rest of ur life.

Guys, if a gurl cries bcoz of u,
please dont give her up,
maybe bcoz of ur decision,
u ruin her life.

When she cry rite in front of u,
When she cry bcoz of u,
Look into her eyes,
Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she’s
feeling?

Think….

Which other gurl have cried with pure sincerity,
In front of u,
And bcoz of u?
She cries not because she is weak,
She cries not bcoz she wants sympathy or pity,

She cries,
Because crying silently is no longer possible,
the pain, hurt n agony have bcome too big a
burden to be kept inside.

Guys,
Think about it,
If a gurl cry her heart out to u,
And all because of u,
Its time to look back on wat u have done,
Only u will know the answer to it.
Do consider it,
Coz one day,
It may be too late for regrets,
It may be too late to say “im sorry”.
think about it.

P/S : I found this entry somewhere

AND its all accurate for me.

Definisi Maju

Hanya satu perkataan yang mampu saya ungkapkan iaitu MAJU.
Otai-otai dan kaum veteran zaman sekarang sudah maju seiring dengan kemajuan teknologi yang kita miliki.
Jangan disangka air yang tenang tiada buaya. Hohoho. Tiada kaitan :P
Kini kaum yang sudah berumur juga sudah memiliki akaun Facebook.
(Muka Buku sesuai untuk semua peringkat umur okay)
Mama saya sudah sebulan lebih mengaktifkan diri beliau di laman sosial.
Si suami juga tidak mahu ketinggalan. *tepuk tangan*
Begitu juga dengan budak bersuara bingit,Sarah Charmaine. Si adik yang paling bongsu.
Baru darjah 5,sudah pandai post status berbaur puisi cinta. Mungkin saya patut pulas telinga dia sekiranya saya pulang ke Sabah nanti.
Saya dulu darjah 5 cuma tahu main batu seremban. Itu sahaja kemahiran yang paling 'maju' saya miliki.


Siapa tahu mungkin tak lama lagi saya akan di add as friend pula oleh Haji Abdul Kadir.
Ehh,itu siapa? Itu datuk saya :) :)

P/S : I have to be careful in every little thing
that I do while facebook-ing coz my
mom keep her eyes on my page.

Sorrowful

ENVY.
Why should I had this feeling while looking at this picture?